Saving Crona

[I'm starting to remember three dreams at a time, but with the first one rather forgettable, and the second and third more clear - especially the third.]

 

DREAM 1: [Remembering that I had one... but forgot what it was about.]

 

DREAM 2: Me and James were for some reason signed up to go to church camp. I had just found out Dei'Ja and Savannah C. had become famous models while I was looking through a random magazine. Savannah C. acted in one of the Star Wars as an elf-like character. I rode a four-wheeler with the group to a camp-site waiting for someone to get back from the hospital?

 

DREAM 3: I was trapped in a series of unfortunate events. I also found myself trapped along with a large group of people. It was like the game, "Until Dawn", where I had to make a choice - and if it was the wrong one, someone would die. This could have been where my church camp dream left off from, and now we were all stuck in this twisted game. I don't know how the game started or began, but I do remember that I was under pressure not to mess up. The last obstacle I remember: There was a line of people behind me waiting, and we had to grab onto strongly duct-taped handles that dangled from the ceiling. If we held on too long they'd tear and we'd fall, making an error worth punishing. We had to swing across the ceiling one handle at a time to make it across. We were in a classroom-like setting; we were boxed into a small room, with a lady watching over us at the end. I ended up making it all the way across, and by that victory, everyone was saved. We were able to go to the next obstacle. Lastly, I find everyone stuck inside my old school's foyer and a group of people were stuck, struggling to walk on a merry-go-round like machine. There was a big black cop holding a club, watching our every move to make sure we didn't cheat at the game. I don't remember what I did but I messed up - I killed a random girl and I wasn't too sure who it was. So, in my mind I figured it was just a video game and that I could re-load and try again. So, I started just messing around before the re-load and accidently knocked another player off the merry-go-around. I was devastated to find out that that player was actually Crona, from Soul Eater. He had broke his arm and leg, and was now unable to walk. I freaked out and jumped to the bottom to save Crona. Everyone was yelling at me to forget about him, and continue playing, but I loved him. I scoped him up while he was holding his arm in pain. I told him I would fix this. I opened up the saves menu and tried to load a previous save, but I was sadly mistake. This wasn't a video game. I couldn't just go back. This was real. I had injured him, and I couldn't go back to make it better. I started sobbing on top of him, apologizing and telling him that I loved him. All of the players were shouting at me to forget about him and move on. I refused and insisted on saving him. Next thing I know the black cop comes charging at us and begins clubbing Crona to death. I am now furiously screaming, crying, and yelling. I kick him as hard as I can in the genitals and tackle his throat from the behind. I am on top his back now choking him with all of my strength. I was finally able to make the cop unconscious, so I grabbed Crona with what little life he had left, and ran back against the wall. Everyone was cornering us until all hell broke lose, there was an explosion behind us and fire was coming around us. I looked at one of my teammates and said, "I don't like where this is going.. I'm either going to wake up or take control of this." This is gonna sound a little gay, but, I then shouted out, "Lucid dreaming power!", [spun in a circle to keep myself from waking] and then said, "Silence!".  Everything began to get blurry and I could feel myself on the verge of waking up. All the sounds around me started to get muffled, by this point I can't remember if I woke into another dream or if I woke from sleep. But, before waking I flashed to a scene where a tall anime girl with wavy brown hair was holding a shorter anime boy with short blonde hair, kissing him.

INTERPRETATION:

I am more than sure that Crona is either a reflection of myself or James. But, I could be wrong, it could just be my undying love to a fictional character. I was careless with my actions which resulted in pain to my loved one, and to me. But, I gave my all to protect and save him, so it shows my loyalty towards the things I care about... whether that be the people I love or myself. Life isn't a video game, I can't go back and re-load a previous save. I must move delicately, carefully, and make good decisions. If not, I may end up hurting the one I love, which will in return, lead to my own suffering.